8/31/25

You are merely flesh. Trancend it!

1/??/25

Figuring out the coding is hard but I think i'm getting the hang of it :333 Trying to figure out the aesthetic of the page rn

1/27/25

Might relapse todayjfgudygghhyfgh Parents want me to clean my room and it's so overwelming and horrible. There's mold, food and dirty clothes aughfghghgggggggggggg

1/??/25

fucked up my room again.. ughgghgggg I didn't relapse last time but it's a good chance i might tomorrow. I don't know if i should tell my therapist either. I do have an appointment with him tomorrow but jesus last time I talked about seriouslu wanting to cut a but he called the fucking cops on me to just make sure I was fine. Which FINE I GET IT he's doing his job and I don't blame him but gosh it sucked. I even told him that I wasn't going to do it while we had our session :/ He still called him tho fdhjkgj. Anywaym,I feel like cutting is the only way i'll get my room done. Every time I try to clean I get overwelmed and the urge to cut is sooo overwelminmg. So then I have to stop so I dont set myself back again. Which results in my room never getting clean. Fucking stuppid. I don't want to tell my parents cuz they'd want to help me and I DONT NEED THAT. They've already helped me cleanb so many times and it mekes me feel so pathetic and stupid. I'm such an incompedent loser.